`Tuesday, December 14, 2004;__
cant sleep
Grrrr.. now is only 4.35am..
guess wad? I CANT SLEEP!
i'm so tired but yet my eyes
didnt want to close up!
i'm boreddddddddddddddd.
coz nobody is online! i'm all alone here!
wad the hell m i thinkin i also dunnoe!
i jus cant sleep ! and suddenly
suddenly suddenly i thought of
the past! grrr. my mind full
of SHIT now! i'm sufferin from some
illness!?? y the hell m i feelin this
way!? shud i meet him tml?
or i mean this afternoon?!
i dunnoe! i feel lk meetin him up
for one last time but i hate to
get hurt again! i'm confussed!
boii every thing u said it hurts me!
no matter how sweet or crap it is
i still get hurt! shud i meet him?
or do u think i shud not meet him?
i wanna see him for this very last
time! is so damn true! but cant i dun
get hurt? bleahh* i'm tokin cock!
- i hate u, i hate everything u said
causin me the pain that u nvr knew!-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 5:49 AM;__